lu
June 27, 2026 at 8:29:21 PM
Hi, I’m just going to send this again because I said it originally and I guess the message didn’t go through or you didn’t see it when I posted it here but I’ll just post it again… I’m not interested in being friends with anybody from my past, that can be either for personal reasons or nonpersonal reasons, in this case it’s not exactly personal - I just do not want to be, I can make that choice regardless if I am someone you look up to or view positively. I’m not saying you can’t do that, you can have your views of me and it’s nice that they’re not negative - but I’m friends openly with Griever and his partner and that holds precedence to me ^^;; I don’t want to be friends with someone my close friend is uncomfortable with! My memory is awful and it always has been, so I tend to forget what people have done to me unless it was genuinely traumatizing for me so I usually let things go and I did in the case for you and I for this reason so there is no personal beef between the two of us, the comfort of my friends one who I’ve met multiple times in person, are just more important to me than reconnecting with someone I have had an incredibly on and off friendship with that was rooted in one sided jealousy for years that I wasn’t aware of until not too long ago
I’ll just reiterate it now - I don’t want to be friends. I don’t have any ill will towards you, but I don’t want to have you “send me letters” since I haven’t responded to literally anything you’ve sent me other than the initial message. I hope you take care of yourself and have a good life but I’d like it if you respected my silence as a “No” because that’s what it is.